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  • All about timing and missed trains,

    I don’t know when exactly it was when I realised that the moment had passed and we missed our timing. I wonder, was it when the morning sun woke me up from my night slumber, or it happened when I was watching heavy rainfall disturb the stillness of the lake in front of me. I Read more

  • Operation, Birthday and Unknown Future

    Dreams by Cranberries are blasting through my headphones while I am sitting on the hospital bed, watching how yellow and red leaves are slowly dancing in the air before falling on the pavement. In 5 days, I am turning 26. It’s a birthday, which is so close by, yet feels so far away. I know Read more

  • Hazy memories, my bruised knees and shards of porcelain

    Lately, my hands been shaking quite a bit, so I was not surprised, catching myself silently observing how porcelain cup slipped through my fingers and crashed. ‘Oh here goes the green tea‘- I thought, completely ignoring chunks of porcelain scattered through the floor. I liked that cup. It was a gift of somebody I once Read more

  • The dream, the white mots, carry on their fragile wings

    A long time ago, I dreamt that I was standing in a cloud made of hundreds of white moths. It seemed they were desperately trying to reach the moon, yet they been misguided by the city lights. I could hear the thousands of small bell ringing, and they washed down the sound of little wings Read more

  • To outrun infinity

    There is nothing more beautiful in life than to feel the infinity of the moment in time. You just there. Nowhere else. Just now and here. And everything else melts away into the abyss. We are constantly in motion – that sometimes we outrun the infinity; we do not enable ourselves to wallow in it, Read more

  • What became of the world If all I see is emerged in Teracotta

    Every morning the same sun greets me. Every morning for a moment world stands still. And every morning I am one day older. There are days where the grass is very green, and the skies are very blue, there are days where everything emerges in the grey undertones. These days my mind wonders what is Read more